Tuesday, May 24, 2011

i spent two years.

So I made the decision not to return to the performing arts school I attend every morning for my senior year. Instead I've worked something out to where I get out of school early next year on work release. I'll be working at the studio next year, which I am stoked about.

Unfortunately, the line between professionalism and having respect for students was crossed. Why some people choose to eternally remain unhappy is beyond my understanding. Why some people choose to make demeaning and inappropriate remarks about others is something I'll never grab onto. Why some people think in order to make themselves feel better they have to lash out at young talent is one thing I'll never comprehend.

I spent two years trying to understand these things, I've yet to find an explanation. I spent two years trying to convince someone that "competition dancers" know how to dance from the heart. I spent two years listening to someone complain about how other dancers express themselves with what I consider the most beautiful art alive. I spent two years listening to someone think contemporary meant wrong, when I believe it means something new, organic, and original .

I love myself and how I dance. I think I'm an okay person and stay genuine. I've come to the conclusion you don't agree and aren't accepting who I am from stage to street. So goodbye.

from that dancer guy to you,
Tony

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